Friday, August 6, 2010

Bye, Bye, Sigh




Dedicated to Rome that fell
My friends, My comrades, My loved ones

In the middle of Convolution. The place of detachment. Ignoring the pain steadily invading. Breathing up, Thinking up, Minding up! Life is Perception. Forever is Fiction. My Soul Eternal. The glint of self-realization expanded exponentially suddenly snatched from my Reality.

What is this? [It feels like] Incomplete haunts my steps. Slowly coming unto me like an Attacker. Pouncing away what I want to achieve. Just when I'm climbing to the top of Babel- I spill into a new dimension of Confusion.

Hope doesn't escape me. I believe therefore I am. I'll be blessed to fail. I don't damn myself. Queen of Reinvention. Cleopatra ain't got nuthin' on me. Lemons cry for me. I got that Sugar. Bitter tastes Sweet. So what? Oh well!

This ain't no setback. It's a Springboard. I dive deep. Shallow ain't known me. So why you cryin'? I aint dying. Yeah it cuts but it isn't that deep. Yes I bleed. My soul aint steel. But I'll be damned to stay pitying.

I Pause. I let the Present rain over me. My Soul will miss its ties. Your presence strapped around my neck.  Carrying me dapperly into a new Reality. It will be well. Next time you see me, blink I'm gone.

Yet I live on. You know they can't keep me down.
It is what it is. But it will be what I want it to be.
Perception is key

Much love,

Christie

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